Serendipity, i used to say that to my children and they would piddle theirselves laughing! i did say it in 'silly' voice, you know the one? only works with the children..
oh, yeah my hatred of the phrases, coined by who knows, but i let them know i hated this particular mouthfull and they wasted me with it, aarrgh "quality time"!, right im not saying it again..i really,really hate it, but what i would give to be able to go back and hear it all again..when it was time for them to go home, they would start tidying up so they could stay longer but when they did go, i would leave their toys out as they left them and after a few days put them away......serendipity happened the other night, and i have fallen in love with a girl, zoe..shes a superb electric guitarist, i think a metalica tune it was i heard her play, that was on youtube and zoe was 6years old. cutest,cute kid,and playing this scaled down guitar that was still huge, what a little star..her mam had wrote ' shes in a band 'the little band' i think..with other kids and shes 9 now, and even i was thinking, oh' she'll be professional now! but serendipity i think has happened again! oh please i hope so, i accidently landed on some college art group and my youngest daughter has a distinctive name..and one page with some artwork was signed with the exact same name! it could be a couple of years old,i couldent see any dates...the things some of us have to cling to,...all because of one persons jealousy and anothers lack of humanity.I question the fact that you can be believed in a court of law by 'swearing in' on your choice of religion...none of which is remotely proven..does that make sense? its not a case of "i dont believe" its a case of "prove it to me" yet the outright hatred and self rightousness given out when even asked to 'prove' what you read out of books as being the absolute is frightening to hear..you see, i know its something beyond human comprehension, in my own mind..but i dont have any facts to say exactly who or what is the 'THE' ....when someone can live a life and not do harm to others and in some cases are altruistic too, do these people need to believe in a religion? will they be cursed and damned if there is a god when they die? and if another human can answer this question, what proof do they have? i think the best brains in the world can be lost when it comes to street life and struggle, and i mean the brains in employ of the governments worldwide, not the genius on the streets who are held back by poverty and loyalty..i cant take seriously any adult quoting man-written verse to anyone as their divine right and our salvation..what a fucking screwed up way to live, what a fucking idiots way to expect everyone to adhere your words as though you are a modern day messenger just waiting for wings and the all clear to bedlam in the sky.
I dont disbelieve in a higher being, and i have no idea if or what or who or how it may look,appear,or exist at all...as it is, i am not affraid to die..but i am shit scared of this life i am in now...something is coming to a naughty acceptance and it is happening now.loveu2somuchXXdad.
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